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You lost all of me


You lost the sweetness


You lost the innocent admiration


You lost the deep worship


You lost the devotion


You lost all of me



Still my tender heart ache for you


Not as the mistress or slut


But the soft, kind sub


That feels You so deeply


Beneath the hurt you give


Beneath the strange misunderstandings


Beneath your lack of capacity



You are not well


Maybe you are sick


Broken even


Unseen


Unmet


Despite all of your doings


And work


Your nerves system somehow left behind


In between the mushroom trip and group retreats


Why open the doors so violently?


Why use a sledgehammer when you need tender?



You are like a stray dog. Lost. Broken. Hurt beyond imagination. Dead afraid to be seen fully.


Hiding in plain sight.


Your personas


Your masks


Your charisma.



I feel you


I can't help it


I feel you


Your illness pouring out from your words


I know illness


The limitations of understanding others


Consumed by your condition and pain


Me, me me


But it's hidden


Because you are here to save the world


Aren't you?

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And yes I have found my peace. My last email to Him was me laying down the sword once and for all. Now He knows. The hurt and the pain are healing. I'm moving on. I wish you peace. Always with love and respect

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rune.raknes
rune.raknes
28 de jan. de 2023

🥰🙏

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rune.raknes
rune.raknes
28 de jan. de 2023

Skjønner du har gjort det slutt med transylvanieren. Lykke til videre på reisen. Håper du finner den du leter etter🙏

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Katrine Kleppe
Katrine Kleppe
28 de jan. de 2023
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Nei da, det er ikke slutt med han. Men jeg har hatt en lang prosess med det siste relasjonen jeg hadde og trenger mye tid og plass til å bearbeide

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