Juicy life 💦

Body-mind, nervous system and hormones. It's actually funny. I had so much resistance to go back to work. A new part of it was to work with fresh meat and fish. I hated the thought of it, like I don't want to do this shit at all. After 14 days my body disagrees. It feels happy and even energized. In general I love my work but I still have some resistance to doing work with especially meat. I don't eat it. But something has changed inside of me. Fundamentally.

I do have the knowledge to actually pay attention to myself. My nervous system has been massively regulated and my hormones are working for and with me. It's almost like a blueprint or check list. I feel relaxed even when I'm busy. I feel joy when I'm doing new things. I feel connected to myself, my coworkers and my customers. I smile and laugh easily. I'm addapting to change without too much fuzz. I feel safe enough to express my dislikes and likes. I feel free to give honest feedback and to recive corrections when needed.

It's a massive and transformative shift in my whole system. Something has changed and I can hardly believe it. And of course, in my line of work I can actually pour so much of my feminine radiance and borderline flirtatious energy and vibe. Never in an inappropriate way. Just enough to feel my eros seeping though my interactions both with customers and coworkers. Smiling, eye contact, small talk, wishing people a good day. It's quite awesome. It feels good to have the bandwidth. It feels good to move throughout my day and feel how my body is working for me. Easily and without too much effort. Oh, this sweet life. Drenched with pleasure and eros. And yes, men of all ages are quite responsive and people in general. They feel my aliveness. The respond with gratitude and sweet interactions. Right now I'm deeply grateful for those young men I work with. It's never a sexual vibe, it's innocent. But their young, masculine energy is so healing for my system. They are curious, bit naughty, hungry for life, work hard, love money, they share openly without hesitation and they are a good laugh. My 60 years old boss always ( without words) insist to let me walk first when we meet in crowded spaces and he always opens the doors and let me in first. He is old fashioned and I love it. Every time I feel the deep reminder of my woman and my feminine nature. It's such a gift!

So yes, yet again I feel deeply how I can trust life. Something is always working in my favour.

Today I'm going to an cuddle space event. To boost my oxytocin and fill up my cup for touch, closeness and human connection. Life is full. Life is good. I'm looking forward to invite a good, solid, strong and emotional available man in to my rich life. How we both can add richness and goodness to eachothers life. With zero lack, with my eros overflowing and with a relaxed and regulated nervous system I welcoming you in..