In the early morning hours...

I'm half asleep. My body is heavy and my mind not awake. I truly mean I'm practicing my soft detachment to outcome but in these early morning hours I'm barely conscious. The visions and the sensations are flooding me like water. I let it wash through me and over me.

I feel you. I feel myself resting on top of you. You buried deep inside of me. Your hands lazy stroking my back and booty. I feel the movement of your breath and my head is resting on your chest. Listening to how your heartbeat getting slower. The ultimate hug. You have a sweet tenderness that surprised me at first but it make sense. You are whole.

I know I'm allowed but I feel the thrill in wrapping my lips around your cock and waking you from your sleep. To feel how you are growing in my mouth. Licking the whole length. Taking you as deep as possible. The sweetest dilemma when you pull my hair and demand a kiss and pulling me up to let my wet, soft and warm pussy sink down on your delicious cock. You know I'm equally happy and frustrated. I love you in my mouth and I love you in my pussy. The choice is hard damn it!

I'm asleep and I'm slowly waking up to your hands exploring my body. I feel my pussy pulsating and I feel the weight of you. I open my legs and breath as you push deep inside of me. My hands get pinned over my head. I feel your wild and the beast you usually keep under control. It's thrilling. I know you easily can crush me and even kill me. You are huge man and I'm a small woman. I can only imagine you are always holding back in on way or another. In an actual legitimate fear of hurting me or killing me. My body can't lie. It's a primal turn on. To be completely at your mercy. My big, wild ocean is finally contained by your bigness. I'm finally the small one. I'm finally in total surrender to your strength and desire.

All of you are welcome and in these early morning hours I can't stop the sensation of you. In these early morning hours I'm yours. Without agenda or pressure. It just is. I wake up and hold myself gently. Let my fingers explore the wetness between my legs. Your name on my lips when the orgasm rippels through my body.

I move throughout my days, consciously letting you go. I feel the deep gratitude of knowing you exist in the world. I wish you only the best. But in the early morning hours, I can't hold back the sensation of you.