His animal. To be His

How to write about Him and us? How to put the words to this massive experience of receiving Him on every freaking level? Words fails me. The feeling of fullness is what moves me these days. Full of Him, full of myself and us. God, when a great love enters your life, awe, wonder and fullness are words that comes. Realness. Rawness. We are not young and naive. We have fucked around and lived life in big ways. I have to adjust to recive Him and I'm been ready for years. My body knows. Without the stress of risk of pregnancy ( for the first time in my life) I can let go in ways I didn't knew was possible. He is my Sir, my King, my God, my Master, flawed and deliciously huMan. My Love. My Beloved. I belong to Him. Fully and wholeheartedly. And He is a kinky freak and finally I'm being led down this delicious path of being His submissive and slave. What a ride. What a blessing. To be so deeply met in my need to be the whore, the hole, the fuck doll. To be His everything.  Because I am a powerhouse matching Him fully. We both know and honour it deeply. So the play is easy. The sex wild! Oh holy mother of God. The sex is beyond words because I feel safe, because He knows what turns Him on and He is a freaking nerd when it comes to my pleasure. Whatever He wants, my body responds. I knew I could squirt but fuck, I'm becoming a waterfall in His hands. Easy and without too much effort.  The full body pleasure is constant and my whole nervous system is humming in deeply rooted joy of being His. To be met so fully and deeply rewrites my entire being, my cells and DNA. To be fucked into oblivion and resurrected and born again as His. I'm His servant, it's a deep pleasure to be trained and lead. And my animal is waking up. I'm allowed now and then to go completely wild and ride Him. The growls, the snarling, the wolf and the beast. Unleashed. Free to take and take and fuck as my life depends on it. And the sweet innocent of kneeling before Him. The young sub in me yearing to serve Him on every level before He fuck my face and I'm gagging and drooling all over Him. The intensity of pure sweetness and the rawness. Always a fine line, balanced and harmonised by Him. My body fits Him perfectly. His deliciously cock perfect in my mouth in my pussy and in my ass. He hits all the sweet spots and of course He is a master in everything good. God, His hands, his mouth, all of Him makes my body melt in ways I never ever have experience before. Don't even get me started, His voice! Phew. He is a whole fucking delicious experience and I'm here for it. I want every inch of this crazy,  wonderful human man. I love Him and I'm allowed to love Him big and without hesitation or restrictions. I worship Him. It's an honour to be allowed. It's natural and massive. It's raw and surprisingly tender. I'm home. I'm well fucked. Owned. Claimed. My grown ass woman rejoice. Finally I'm met, loved and honoured as a whole, grown woman. Fully seen. Fully chosen. His number One. One and only. I'm home and I belong to Him. Amen.