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I want a man

Writer's picture: Katrine KleppeKatrine Kleppe

I feel brave. I step bravely into thin air and have zero clue how this will unfolds. How do dating look and feel like in my 40s? I don't know. It feels like shopping for food when I'm full and well nourished. Meaning,  I don't have the hungry desperation or urgency. How to date from a place of satisfaction? Maybe truly feeling into the yearing. It's different than lack. It's like picking quality food. To have the resources and clarity to understand deeply what's good for me. No junk food. But real, organic whole food. Lol. I know,  I'm a foodie. Food metaphors are deeply felt in my body. 


Yes I'm horny and want a proper fuck AND I'm genuinely want more than that. It's scary and I do feel my emotions all over the place. Yet deep down I feel this stillness,  at peace, a knowing. I am at my best with a good man. A man with a spine. He knows his place in the world. A man with a clear mind. He knows himself. A warm heart. He dare to feel his feelings and owning them. A hard cock, because that says so much about his general health. He wants and needs a healthy sexual life.


So yes, I'm living it too. I'll never demand or want anything from a man I can't live too. In that way it's total equality. AND I do dream about a clear and powerful power dynamic. D/s. To be his submissive. To be allowed and encourage to embrace my submissive and feminine nature. For growth. For deeper intimacy. He wants and needs to embrace and live his dominant nature. He is proud of being a masculine man.


Some part of me feel like I'm wasting my time. I want a relationship now. I don't want to handle and be super independently good at living my life on my own. I don't want to fill my being with false fantasies and stories that are not rooted in real life. I want a real man. A real and honest love story built on honest, vulnerable conversations, sex that penetrate all the layers of old wounds and patterns. Deep respect for him and his guidance. His Deep and real faith in my wisdom,  body and nervous system.


Life, guide me. Give my eyes to see the man for me. Let my body feel deeply and clear witch man that is good for me. Let him find me. Let us align. To build a extraordinary yet deeply human and real life.


Together. Thank you for entering my life. Amen


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