Big decision- deep exhale

My biggest decision and yet it feels easy. God I'm grateful for the women in my life. Especially my close friend. She is deeply intuitive and extremely practical at the same time. I'm being lead deeper into my body. To listen. To take it seriously and with every stress factor that can be eliminated, I'll choose that. The thought or the possibility to become pregnant stresses me. I don't want to ever have to face the decision about abortion. Ever. And now, for different reasons my cycle is changing rapidly and every month is different. It's stressful. I have enough on my plate with the kids, divorce, entering a new relationship and time on my own. I deserve to enjoy my body and my erotic nature without stress, without a worry, with ease, with joy, playfulness and an spontaneous ease. So yes I'm going to have a Tubal ligation and no my new love doesn't know about it yet. We talked about it, he asked me if it was a option for me. I was taken aback because I never had considered it. He wants to help out with the financial and in general support me in every way he can. I said I had to feel into it. I'm talked to my therapist and my closest friend. They both know me well and I'm at ease now. I know my life is changing for the better and this is a huge and important step for me. Life is becoming even more delicious and I have a newfound way to embrace my erotic journey even more. It feels good. I feel at peace. So yes I'm going to do a bit practical research and take some time to truly feel into it and feel even a bit more before I'm continuing this. But yes, my heart feels relaxed and so does my body.