Life...

One of the hardest things to navigate is my sons trauma, upset nervous system and PTSD. He is taller and stronger than me and his rage is big. I see and feel the scared boy and my heart bleeds for him. And I'm genuinely scared for my own safety. It's random but it's there and I'm afraid and exhausted. Dear God, when is life giving me some peace and support? His dad is doing his best but it's not easy to move forward in it all.

I feel alone, anxious and scared. How to breathe and navigate? How to live and embrace? Love is indeed complex and never easy